Food. its all I can think of

Forgot to post that I had lost one and a half pounds last week..a grand total of 9lbs now...I smell food, see food and eat it in my dreams, this has been a terrible week for the diet, at work they keep bringing in things for snacks :( So it's not looking good for the weigh in on Tues. Today is 46 days till I fly and I'd so love to lose another 14lbs
My walk buddy is back today, and we did a much longer route than before, taking in one of the other villages, took over 2 hours which is good. And we are back on the daily routine until she goes on holiday 2nd March, but she has 2 holidays lined up almost back to back, so wont really be around in my final weeks. DAMN !!
I'm sure I can smell chocolate
Still got to sort my flight from Melbourne to Sydney, I worry about stuff to much, I should just book it and be damned. found out its ANZAC day whilst I am there, how poignant is that, Grampy served with the Anzac's at Gallipoli and dad was given the middle name Sydney, I think thats a connection.
mmmmm Anzac biscuits
Life in general is a bit bland, weather is pants, no where to go, nothing to do, dunno why sometimes I'm surrounded by people yet feel lonely, not really part of the world around me. Bring on the sun.. !!
Well thats it for today, yesterday was kinda my bday, and Weds is the one I celebrate, stuck in limbo land. I wonder if I'll ever know the answer to why this happened.